I dont want my blog to be full of tim. I dont want to be always talking about him, and +I know ive been neglecting my blog. ALRIGHT to sum everything up, for the past month it was awesome, not? I was sick for like 2 weeks and this week I had myself quarantined at home sleeping throughout and only waking up for meals. Baby forced me to say "IM A PIG" I didn't deny I wasn't one. But Im really exhausted. Its 4 in the morning now, and finally Im up at such weird timing eversince I fell sick for the past 2 weeks. I think Im better now, although I had a bad migraine just days back and headache now and then, my body system is really a killer. I need vitamins to at least, build back what Ive lost in this 2weeks, I kept skipping meals and the one that made me eat was baby. AHH YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU MAN. Although we've been arguing alot recently I dont know why you're so irritating at times. :-) But Im glad you're still around with me here. Hehe. We've been together almost everyday and I feel your pressence and today when Im home alone, my bed feels empty, I feel empty but yknow what, just so suddenly, a gust of wind flew by and it was your SMELL. Ahhh yes it sounds really scary but whatever it takes to have me reminded of you. I miss you although we just parted 6 hours ago, and hopefully Im going to see you in another 6 hours time. With peanut porridge and milo. Thats not important though, whats important is ILL BE SEEING YOU.
I haven't been partying lately, im just so tired to do anything.. Its like 'm enjoying the last days of my life. And if its true, Im so happy to have gone through all these and 've come so far and +met tim and bff, friends and the girlfriends. I miss 'em all I need to catch up with them, I dont know... but it kinda feels like time is running out. I dont know why im typing all these bullshits but, don't get me wrong.. Im not sick or diagnosed with some stupid shitty illness. I meant IF.

Baby, I so want to apologise for everything. I know I haven't been treating you well lately and +most of the arguements came from me, thanks for being able to tolerate my funny attitude. I dont have attitude problem, its just this something in me I dont know what or how to explain this THING. Ive been mentioning breakups. But you know what, I DONT WANT TO LEAVE YOU MAN. Youre like REALLY, the best damn thing ive ever met after THISSSSS long living on earth. You're so wonderful, you're my everything :-)

Good-bye is only truly painful if you know you'll never say hello again.

For the past week, it was really tiring for Tim, I was sick and he had to travel east to west. Ahhhhh.. why are we living so far apart? Although we keep saying we're neighbours to at least, make it feels like its a short journey. But its worth it right, baby? :-)
You're the best really, when I was craving for peanut porridge, you bought it for me. All the way from Jurong you came over with breakfast in the wee morning as early as 7am-ish.
I love you so much, I dont know how words could describe, I dont know how..
But you're important to me as much as dad, mom and my little sister.
Although its still too early to say everything/anything, I just want you to know that you're as special as people whom Ive known for years.

Anyway I miss my girls alot. Although camel's O's have ended. She's been pretty busy, June's busy with work, Rebecca's busy with work and other stuffs too. When will we gather and eat like we could eat a cow, AGAIN? :( I miss BFF too. But time seems too be too little to want to spend time with each and everyone of them, +Im with someone else now, and that makes time lesser to spend with each other. SIGH. 2010's nearing... Christmas's even nearer now that it seems, I need to catch up with whom Ive missed catching up with... Partying time is lessening too.

I NEED MORE TIME.

Today marks the first, this one month together was AWESOME. And we did, did quarrel over stupid matters. Well at least we're acting like a normal couple:) Ive been sick for a week and this 1 week was a tad of hell for you right baby? Having to travel west to east; early in the morning, just for me. Thank you so much I appreciate it, alot. I dont know man, Ive so much to tell you. You're so very awesome, you make a difference in my life and I love you so, very much.
Ive told guys they were the best damn thing ive ever met, Ive told guys I loved them. But im so sure of this, NOW you're really the best damn thing and I love you more than any of them else. Because you're awesome and you give me this feeling, I cant explain. Im so happy being together with you, really :-) Although you're irritating at times, although you do stupid acts that irritates me most of the times, I wouldn't want to leave you, can I keep you by my side for as long as I can? Please baby. Im glad I waited, Im glad you're finally mine although its unbelievable at times that you're FINALLY mine, I LOVE YOU TIMOTHY :)

I LOVE FAT BOY TIMOTHY

The lousy quality of photos with my lousy 3.2mgp phone Hahah at least there were pictures :-)

So finally i got to meet up with this bastard and we went partying. You could call it awesome cause bff's there, and you could also say it was the most boring party ever - I mean, at least not as worst as underage's but still, the dancefloor was packed, I barely could breathe + I was often stucked in between two humans trying to get their way out and hence I became an ingredient for sandwich. Mmmhmm.. I wasn't in much of a party mood though. I saw JH and it kinda spoils my mood, and it left me wondering "What was my ex - who hated crowded places+partying ended up in phuture?!" Alright.. the remaining of what-goes-on is obviously good enough for you to find out yourself. Phuture's not the place for me.. +It kinda left me a phobia that I'd see him again there SOME DAY. Hahah so i'd never crash at that place, never again.

I need a diet plan, an awesome one that'd keep me going..

REALLY, my thighs too fucked up. Hahah, the thought of going on a diet is killing.

'Cause Im going to leave Singapore soon, for good... food! Awesome!!

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y'all awesome near-by-Singapore country, JUST y'all wait, IM COMING. :-)

My 6 sense damn accurate REALLY HONESTLY CANNOT BELIEVE IT. Not the first time already need to bet on lottery soon Nbcb.

Before you get together with someone, you picture a loving couple image between you both. And you'd say how wonderful things'd be when you both gets together. But images you picture is decieving. You'll think that everything's gonna be perfect - which we all know nothing's perfect. You're gonna think that you both are not going to quarrel about anything and not just everything. But truth to be told, you're wrong. Being together with someone needs commitment. And you've to build trust among yourselves, which couple doesn't quarrel? Honestly, you've to go through alot before you get what you want - the almost-perfect couple.

I asked myself thrice, and my answer's still the same. If you were mine, i'd try to make it all worth it for everything - 'd love you like no other. And if you were not, at least we had happy times together :-)